From Sleepmonger

I'd like to pose a more specific question than I have in the past. I'm curious how those of you who are submissive to someone who identifies as a sadist reconciles the fact that this person who deeply cares about you also enjoys hurting you. I'm not talking about punishment scenarios or things focused on a submissive's need for catharsis but how a submissive, masochist or not, feels while submitting themselves to a sadists needs.

Simply put, I’m loving that He’s loving that I’m loving what He does.

Make sense?

He’s not “hurting me” He’s playing with my nerves in a way that we’ve established that I like. For me, all it is, is nerve signals going to my brain and releasing happy hormones.

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